Music: Four Five Seconds

I think I’ve had enough * I might get a little drunk
I say what’s on my mind * I might do a little time

Hook:

Cause all of my kindness *Is taken for weakness Now I’m FourFiveSeconds from wildin’
And we got three more days ’til Friday
I’m just tryna make it back home by Monday mornin’
I swear I wish somebody would tell me
Ooh, that’s all I want

Woke up an optimist * Sun was shinin’, I’m positive
Then I heard you was talkin’ trash * Hold me back, I’m ’bout to spaz

And I know that you’re up tonight
Thinkin’, “How could I be so selfish?”
But you called ’bout a thousand times
Wondering where I’ve been
Now I know that you’re up tonight
Thinkin’ “How could I be so reckless?”
But I just can’t apologize
I hope you can understand

If I go to jail tonight * Promise you’ll pay my bail
See they want to buy my pride * But that just ain’t up for sale
See all of my kindness * Is taken for weaknes

Ride the bus

Music: Stay

Stay by Rihanna

All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air, said “Show me something”
He said “If you dare, come a little closer”

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh-Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you
It takes me all the way, I want you to stay

It’s not much of a life you’re living
It’s not just something you take, it’s given

Round and around and around and around we go
Oh-Oh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you
It takes me all the way, I want you to stay

Ooh, Ooh-Ooh the reason I hold on
Ooh, Ooh-Ooh ’cause I need this hole gone

Funny you’re the broken one
But I’m the only one who needed saving
‘Cause when you never see the lights
It’s hard to know which one of us is caving

Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can’t live without you
It takes me all the way, I want you to stay

Hey-Hey, Hey, stay, Aye-Aye-Aye-Aye
I want you to stay, Ooh-Ooh

Ride the bus

Wardrobe: Tripping

Tripping [2013: E R]

Tripping [2013: E R]

Last week, I went to my hometown, the city of Yogyakarta for three days.  Yogyakarta is one of popular tourist destination in Indonesia. It is also known as a student city and cultural city with relatively simple yet slow-paced lifestyle.

Therefore whenever I am there, I like to dress casually with short, tank top and sandal as it is not such a good place to walk around in high heels or fancy shoes.

So here I was wearing a simple tank top, classic short denim, canvas handbag, slipper and handmade hairband from a local art showroom in Prawirotaman.

Have a fabulous weekend readers…
Ride the bus

Music: Don’t Judge Me

Chris Brown: Don’t Judge Me

[Verse 1]
I don’t wanna go there
We should never go there
Why you wanna go there
I guess I gotta go there

[Pre-Hook]
You’re hearing rumours about me
And you can’t stomach the thought
Of someone touching my body
When you so close to my heart
I won’t deny what they saying
Because most of it is true
But it was all before I fell for you

[Hook]
So please babe
So please don’t judge me
And I won’t judge you
Cause it could get ugly
Before it gets beautiful
Please don’t judge me
And I won’t judge you
And if you love me
Then let it be beautiful
Let it be beautifu-u-ul , let it be beautiful
Let it be beautifu-u-ul , let it be beautiful

[Verse 2]
Everything I say right now
Is gonna be use in another fight
And I’ve been through this so many times
Can we change the subject
You gonna start asking me questions like:
“Was she attractive? Was she an actress?”
Baby the fact is

[Pre-Hook]
You’re hearing rumours about me
And saw some pictures online
Saying things, got you so angry
Making you wish you were mine
Before we start talking crazy
Saying some things we’ll regret
Can we just slow it down and press reset

[Hook]

[Bridge]
Just left the past
Just be the past
And focused on things
That are gonna make us laugh
Take me as I am, love who I was
I’ll promise I’ll be, the one that you can trust

[Hook]

I don’t wanna go there
We should never go there

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Notes: I’m Blocked by Karrueche Tran

O geez… I don’t know whether I have to laugh or cry. I was just blocked by Karrueche Tran, Chris Brown ex-girl friend. Why? I think it was because I asked her some kind of ‘offensive’ question via twitter “Why Breezy chose Rihanna and dumped her?” Well, I actually did not mean to be offensive but I knew it would turn it that way somehow.

So last Thursday morning, I was randomly watching video in youtube and found this video of Karrueche made a fun of Rihanna. Based on that video, I found that Karrueche was so mean to Rihanna… So I sent her a tweet

My tweet to Karrueche on 14 March 2013

My tweet to Karrueche on 14 March 2013

Who got boyfriend? Who’s single now? Breezy chose Rih. What happened? ; ) “@karrueche Making Fun of @rihanna : http://youtu.be/l_fQSwL8kEo

Ya! Ya! Many of us know that Rihanna was also mean toward her. Remember the rice cake tweet? In the end of the day, they both were so mean toward each other. Pssst…. I did a lot of research on their online war via Twitter, Instagram and Facebook – Geez… women! Why are we cruel toward each other when it comes to love relationship. 

Anyway, after I sent the tweet to Karrueche… somehow I found that I was blocked by Karrueche as I was about going to follow her on twitter. I guess, she just wanna say ‘It ain’t nobody bidnezz’ as Breezy and Riri said it to the world.

I’m actually not a big fans of Rihanna … but I just found it interesting in some ways. Women tend to be cruel to other women when it comes to relationship.  Geez… Why am I writing about it?! It is not an important thing at all.

Sorry, you are blocked!

Sorry, you are blocked!

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Frankly I actually have never really been interested with celebrity personal life gossip. I just always found it as rubbish ‘news’ and I don’t really need those kind of news. What do I need it for? Does it have any significant effect for my life? I don’t think. Hence I don’t really care about it.

So why am I even following the latest news about Riri, Breezy and Tran? Why am I even blogging about it? I don’t know.

Ride the bus

Music: Love The Way You Lie

Love The Way You Lie by Eminem feat Rihanna

Rihanna:
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Eminem:
I can’t tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there’s a steel knife, in my windpipe
I can’t breathe but I still fight, while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it’s like I’m in flight

High off her love, drunk from her hate, it’s like I’m huffin’ paint
And I love her the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I’m about to drown, she resuscitates
Me, she fucking hates me, and I love it, wait

Where you going, I’m leaving you, no you ain’t
Come back, we’re running right back here we go again
It’s so insane, ’cause when it’s going good it’s going great
I’m Superman with the wind at his back, she’s Lois Lane

But when it’s bad it’s awful, I feel so ashamed
I snapped “who’s that dude?”, I don’t even know his name
I laid hands on her, I’ll never stoop so low again
I guess I don’t know my own strength

Rihanna:
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Eminem:
You ever love somebody so much,
you can barely breathe when you’re with ’em
You meet, and neither one of you, even know what hit ’em
Got that warm fuzzy feelin’, yeah them chills used to get ’em
Now you’re gettin’, fuckin’ sick of lookin’ at ’em

You’d swore you’d never hit ’em, never do nothing to hurt ’em
Now you’re in each others’ face,
spewing venom in your words when you spit ’em
You push pull each others’ hair, scratch claw bit ’em
Throw ’em down pin ’em, so lost in them moments when you’re in ’em

It’s the rage that took over, it controls ya both
So they say you’re best to go your separate ways,
guess that they don’t know ya
‘Cause today, that was yesterday, yesterday is over
It’s a different day, sound like broken records playin’ over

But you promised her, next time you’ll show restraint
You don’t get another chance, life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again, now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that’s why they call it window pane

Rihanna:
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Eminem:
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn’t mean
Then we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper’s just as bad as mine is, you’re the same as me
But when it comes to love, you’re just as blinded, baby please

Come back, it wasn’t you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship, isn’t as crazy as it seems
Maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much, to walk away though

Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don’t you hear sincerity, in my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I’m pissed, I’ll aim my fist at the dry wall

Next time, there will be no next time, I apologize,
even though I know it’s lies, I’m tired of
The games, I just want her back, I know I’m a liar
If she ever tries to fuckin’ leave again,
I’ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

Rihanna:
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that’s alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that’s alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie