Last night, baby A was being difficult. He fell asleep at 7.30 p.m. and suddenly he woke up, cried and screamed around 9 p.m for hours. He wanted me to sleep with him, whenever I tried to leave his room, he pulled me and asked me to hug him. As he fell asleep, I tried … Continue reading Notes: Protector
Sometimes I just want to run. Run far. Far away. But I don’t know where to. Sometimes I just wanna die. I run and bus hit me. But I have a son that I cannot leave behind. And I just feel afraid. Anxiety came. Suicidal thought came across my head. I had been half unconscious … Continue reading Notes: Self- Destruction
Immigrants make a great entrepreneur because they are the CEO of their life, they take the risk to start their new life in a strange land.
There is nothing new under the sun, so I write same issue again. The concept of belief and religion has always been fascinating for me. The dynamic of our daily life lead me to wonder why religion have divided and categorized us as human being and place us into different place. When I was kid, I often … Continue reading Notes: God and Religion
Sometimes we want to help someone, who is going astray because we know that (s)he is actually good person inside. But I realize that we cannot help somebody who actually doesn’t want to help themselves . Or they even don’t think that they might need a help from anyone. Should we bother to give a … Continue reading Notes: Give A Hand
In these past few months, I have been enjoying my new morning routine, which is an early morning jogging on the road. What? An early morning jogging on the road in Jakarta? Really?! Yes! I do an early morning jogging on the road in Jakarta, one of the most polluted city in the world. I … Continue reading Notes: Jogging on Jakarta’s Road
Since I moved to Jakarta for the very first time, I always become very sensitive with the money issue. It is because I feel that we, as a human being, as a social being, are often being appreciated and valued according to the money that we have by others. It is very different comparing the … Continue reading Jakarta: Are Human Beings Less Valuable than Money?