Last night, baby A was being difficult. He fell asleep at 7.30 p.m. and suddenly he woke up, cried and screamed around 9 p.m for hours. He wanted me to sleep with him, whenever I tried to leave his room, he pulled me and asked me to hug him. As he fell asleep, I tried … Continue reading Notes: Protector
What’s the different between you and me? The gender? The skin color? The sexual orientation? The race? The ethnicity? The religion? The social status? The nationality? Or ... what? Does it really matter? Nah! At least for me, I don’t care about all of those above because most of them are the products of social … Continue reading Notes: I Am A Human
I cannot remember what exactly happened to me in these last three days. I don’t remember where I went, what I did and what day it was. All I knew I have been unconscious and senseless. I am not proud what I am doing. In fact, I am ashamed. But I cannot handle anymore. I … Continue reading Notes: Recall
Sometimes I just want to run. Run far. Far away. But I don’t know where to. Sometimes I just wanna die. I run and bus hit me. But I have a son that I cannot leave behind. And I just feel afraid. Anxiety came. Suicidal thought came across my head. I had been half unconscious … Continue reading Notes: Self- Destruction
Since we are going to stay for another one or two years in Dhaka, I decided to make a new project for myself which I called #BreakIntoBangladesh. This project is supposed to help me understand Bangladesh better, as some of you might be aware that Dhaka has been ranked at fourth least-liveable city by The … Continue reading Notes: #BreakIntoBangladesh Project
Perhaps some of you wonder why I like to share my personal problem in social media, i.e blog. Well, I am type of person who I always have a reason why I do thing things whether why I shave my hair off, why I go to gym or even why I blog about my personal … Continue reading Notes: Why Am I Blogging?