Sometimes I wonder, where are the good people going? Sometimes, I feel that there are not many good genuinely kind people around. If some are being too kind, I often think that there must be motivation behind that. Or if some are being too friendly, sometimes I think that they would just blast me in … Continue reading Notes: Good People, Good Heart
Sometimes I wonder why some people working in isolated place such as conflict zone and mining site tend to be cold and alcoholic. When they fall in love, they hardly know to express their feelings even by simple touch, hug and nice word like "I am here for you" or "I got your back". As they … Continue reading Notes: Working in Isolated Place
As I scrolled down my Facebook's news feed this morning, I came across to a piece titled "I didn't realize my husband was depressed until we divorced". It was published by British media outlet Telegraph. It is a very interesting piece. Worth reading. And when I read it, I feel like deja vu. Over the … Continue reading Notes: To Sacrifice or Not To ?
When I am upset and depressed, I run. While I am running, I am crying. Nobody knows but I feel good about it. Nobody sees the tears behind the shade that I wear; nobody sees that there is a weak and fragile soul behind the strong body. Nobody. At the end, everyone has their own struggle that … Continue reading Notes: So I Run
Toronto, Sept 17 2015 It was 10:06 p.m. when I stepped into the house last night. I just got home from watching the premiere of Indonesian film "A Copy of My Mind" at 2015 Toronto International Film Festival. I felt restless and extremely exhausted. All I thought about was a good night sleep. After I finished shower and … Continue reading You Never Miss What You Had Until It’s Gone
Betrayal and hurt makes me very disappointed in people. When I give everything that I feel that I have to give, I am being very honest and I am working my ass off to make things work, and they just betray me.
Sometimes we want to help someone, who is going astray because we know that (s)he is actually good person inside. But I realize that we cannot help somebody who actually doesn’t want to help themselves . Or they even don’t think that they might need a help from anyone. Should we bother to give a … Continue reading Notes: Give A Hand