What’s the different between you and me? The gender? The skin color? The sexual orientation? The race? The ethnicity? The religion? The social status? The nationality? Or ... what? Does it really matter? Nah! At least for me, I don’t care about all of those above because most of them are the products of social … Continue reading Notes: I Am A Human
I cannot remember what exactly happened to me in these last three days. I don’t remember where I went, what I did and what day it was. All I knew I have been unconscious and senseless. I am not proud what I am doing. In fact, I am ashamed. But I cannot handle anymore. I … Continue reading Notes: Recall
Sometimes I just want to run. Run far. Far away. But I don’t know where to. Sometimes I just wanna die. I run and bus hit me. But I have a son that I cannot leave behind. And I just feel afraid. Anxiety came. Suicidal thought came across my head. I had been half unconscious … Continue reading Notes: Self- Destruction
It was all started in 2009 when a doctor told me that I would only have another 10 years to live if my liver problem was being treated. He did not give me any choice because he saw me as a poor student and the treatment was expensive. I was only 21 years old university … Continue reading Notes: Recovery
Pada suatu kesempatan, seorang kawan laki-laki dari Bangladesh mengatakan pada saya bahwa banyak perempuan Bangladesh tidak menggunakan dupata (scarf) untuk menutupi payudara mereka. Apalagi tak sedikit dari mereka memiliki payudara yang besar. Dia menganggap bahwa hal ini sangat tidak baik karena banyak laki-laki yang akan melihat payudara yang perempuan tersebut dan menimbulkan niat jahat termasuk … Continue reading Catatan: Dupata
Many people say that once a woman becomes a mother, she will lose her body, become fat and have jiggly yet flabby body especially those who has baby delivered through c-section including me. Don’t even dream to get your body back, so they say. But here I am, I prove them wrong. You can still … Continue reading Notes: Losing Your Body? Nah!
Berkilah. Kita saling berkilah dan berhelat. Berperangai seolah bersih padahal nil. Entah kamu tahu atau pura-pura tidak tahu, aku juga tidak tahu. Begitu pula kau pagiku. Tapi... akh peduli setan! Aku tetap di sini