Notes: Recall

www.catatanfani.com (1)I cannot remember what exactly happened to me in these last three days. I don’t remember where I went, what I did and what day it was. All I knew I have been unconscious and senseless. I am not proud what I am doing. In fact, I am ashamed. But I cannot handle anymore. I didn’t know what to do. I cried inside. I screamed inside.

And somehow someway I went to the old way. One… two… three… four… 40! 40 means 10 mg. I am not gonna die. That’s what I think. But you see… it’s so easy to get substances in this country. You can choose the local one or the imported one. Any pharmacy will give you as long as you have money. They won’t ask you for the prescription.

The thing is sometimes some people think that I am very strong but as @2pac said “Death isn’t the greatest l loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside while still alive.

Thank you everyone for all your kind words. It means a-lots to me. #anxiety#depression

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