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Notes: Relationship #SATC

“I wanted to tell him that I was afraid he could never love me the way I wanted to be loved. I was afraid that maybe he didn’t really have the capacity to love anyone but himself.” Carrie Bradshaw

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“I was the real sadist. He might be the one with the whip, but I was the one who tied myself up. Tied myself to a man who was terrified of being tied down” Carrie Bradshaw

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“Practically all the relationships I know are based on a foundation of lies and mutually accepted delusion.” Samantha Jones

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“Are we faking more than orgasms? Are we faking entire relationships? Is it better to fake it than be alone?” Carrie Bradshaw

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Fashion: Shoes Shoes and Shoes

For my happy feet [2013: E O]

For my happy feet [2013: E O]

How many pairs of shoes does woman really need to make them happy? Two? Ten? Or 100 pairs of shoes actually could make woman happy. What kind of shoes would make them happy? High heels shoes? Kitten Heels? Ballets flat? Pump shoes? Boots? Loafers?

But why shoes? Why shoes could make women happy? What is so special about a pair of shoes? Why are women just crazy in love with those shoes?

Oh shoot! I should just have asked myself why? Why do I love shoes? Why shoes could make me happy? What have made me fallen in love with shoes at the first place? Could shoes really replace man to make woman happy? Well… whenever I am feeling upset, I am just purchasing for beautiful shoes and YES it makes me happy.

Lemme tell ya somethin. . .

I actually have never been such a fashion freak before. Even many of my gay friends always talked about the latest trend on the fashion industry or about luxury fashion product with the brand, which I could hardly pronounce it correctly, I have never given a damn about fashion.

The old me

The old me

Back then I was just kind of a girl who would only wear t-shirt, jeans, sneaker or slipper wherever I went. Campus. Church. Hang out. I rarely dressed up. I did not really care what was the brand of shoes. I did not really follow the latest trend. When it came to accessories, I just wore something ‘unique’ such as Apache Indian bone bead choker necklace or handmade wood earring. Ha ha ha… I even was known as an ‘ethnicgirl’ *blushing*

But it was seven years ago. Times flew, things changed.

I started to fall in love with shoes since I knew Carrie Bradshaw. Of course, I have never known her personally. She is just a fiction character from the Sex and The City tv series. So, blame it on her baby!

Black Manon by Christian Louboutin [2013: E O]

Black Manon by Christian Louboutin [2013: E O]

DKNY Strappy shoes

DKNY Strappy shoes

Dolce & Gabbana Lace Heels [2013: E U]

Dolce & Gabbana Lace Heels [2013: E U]

Neon pigalle by Christian Louboutin [2013: E O]

Neon pigalle by Christian Louboutin [2013: E O]

Anyway, I am not Imelda Marcos, I don’t own 2,700 pairs of shoes (What? 2,700 pairs of shoes? This woman must be mad! She needs to get her head checked! 2,700 pairs of shoes? What is she gonna do with those shoes? Can I have one of them).

So far, I only own 35  pairs of shoes from Manolo Blahnik,  Christian Louboutin, Guizzepe Zanotti, Tods, Dolce and Gabbana, Burberry, zara, Timberland, Aldo, Pedro, Nine West, Guess,  and many more.

Geez….! Sometimes I am questioning myself why I start to love designer shoes as well? Louboutin, Zannotti, Tods, Dolce and Gabbana, Chloe, Choo, Blahnik and others *sigh*. I don’t know… I just found those designer shoes are just gorgeous, pretty and my feet would just love them.

Rocking my red sole

Rocking my red sole

I have to admit that those pretty designer shoes are also killing shoes, sometimes I got blister and also foot pain whenever I wear them for so long. But guess what? I am still rocking them. because whenever I wear a good pair of shoes, I always feel more confident as I stand taller. I also always feel sexy. That’s why I love shoes.

Other than that, I love it when a stranger, whether it is a woman or man, told me that I am wearing a gorgeous pair of shoes. I love it when other woman is staring at my shoes. It would just give me a shoegasm.

If there is a cure for a shoe addiction, I doubt if I would ever take those treatment because shoes are just so pretty and they never broke my heart before (except when it is so phucking expensive).

For your information, if you are designer shoe lover, you must be a smart shopper so you don’t have to waste your money. I have never purchased for the latest collection because the price is just too much. I just have to wait for four months and I would get a good deal with a 40 percent cheaper from it’s real price.

Lately I got best deal for some of beautiful beautiful shoes with 50 percent off, a pair of  Mary Jane shoes by Manolo Blahnik, a pair of the famous spike shoes by Christian Louboutin and also a pair for Leopard ankle boots by Dolce and Gabbana. I am dying into shoes heaven ….

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40 Years of Silence: An Indonesia Tragedy

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